Love, Tammy - 05/25/2012

Just got into my wallet and what did I find, the list you wrote a few days before you died. It was a list of things you wanted me to bring up to the hospital for you. Toenail clippers, Mary Kay conditional cream and underwear, lol. A girls gotta have what a girls gotta have, lol. Totally not expecting to find that Mom, but what a sweet surprise....made me smile. The silly little things huh? So it brought me here. Figure you or maybe it was me, needed a little morning company. Gonna have another cup of coffee with you and go thru some of the messages I wrote you. Miss you like CRAZY you know, but so so sooo greatful we continue to have a 'connection'. I certainly couldn't make it without that. I think you knew/know that. Tis why you always visit me in my dreams and do the little things that make me smile and remind me you are still with me. Hey, that lilac I planted for you...well i'll be back with another. Darn people mowed it down. THIS time I am putting a fence around it, HA! I love you Mom! Tay is doing 'ok'. She'll have her MRI next month to check and see if things have started to settle down. Put in a good word would you please!!? Bry's last day of school is on the 6th! Can't wait....I'm so ready for summertime FUN! Jarrod is doing good. He comes home about once a week. He took me to Wrigley Field to watch the Chicago Cubs a couple weeks ago. My DREAM!! And it was AWESOME!! I'm sure you saw and were smiling ear to ear. Especially when I was tossed Chipper Jones ball....the icing on the cake! Well, gonna go browse around here a little Mom. I Love and miss you!!! ((((((((HUGS)))))))) ********KISSES********** Love, Tammy