Hi Mom, tomorrow we go to court about your house. Don't worry...I am sure everything will work out. I am going to go into all of this 'trusting it', just like you told me to do. Debbie will be up sometime today and Shelley is coming down tomorrow. I was taking the kids for a walk yesterday and I thought of you. I was remembering when we were little kids and how you always took us to Halls lake to go swimming. You would sit on a blanket on the bank and watch us swim. You couldn't swim so we were only allowed to go to our chest. Then when we were done swimming we'd swing on the swings for awhile before it was time to go home. I remember you teaching me how to 'pump'. I also remember before I got my drivers license whenever we'd go to the store you would always let me drive on our road, I LOVED to do that. Today it is raining and Bry wanted to go outside. I remembered how we would always want to do the same thing and as long as it wasn't lightening out you would let us go out barefoot and stomp thru the puddles of water. All those simple little things that make a kid happy...you'd always let us do them. I miss you a lot Mom! We are getting to the point where a year ago all this started...you became sick. It is about this time last year when your voice started getting hoarse. If only I knew...if only I knew that was a sign of lung cancer I'd a taken you in that very day and you'd most likely be here with us right now. I am so sorry Mom! I wish I could go back and change all of this.I wish I could have made you better! I wish you were still here! I LOVE YOU MOM and I MISS YOU MORE THAN EVER!!!! (((((HUGS))))) ******KISSES******