Like a deer in headlights, I stood frozen in my tracks and the weight of you not here nearly broke my back.... I miss you Mom, I just really really miss you! I drove by your house the other day. 1st time in over a year! There were a couple beater vehicles in the driveway, lawn needed mowed, no flowers in the bed and the house could surely use a painting or 'something'. I was contemplating parking along side of the road and taking Bry for a walk sometime, maybe down 'memory lane' and head back by the 'back trailer'...where it all started. My memories of 'up north'. But than I thought of how much it had to have changed, all sorts of buildings and technology back there I am sure. He'd be better off if I painted a picture in his mind thru stories. What good times and memories I have to share w/him! He's growing up so Mom, you'd be proud. You ARE proud I am sure =) Well, I better get for now....plenty to do around here. I was just missing you and needed to talk is all. I LOVE YOU Mom!!! *******KISSES******** (((((((HUGS)))))))