Good morning Mom! Hey, I'll pay ya $100 bucks if you come over and help me clean my house, haha ;) Oh how I wish! I'd give every cent I had if I could make it happen and we'd forget about cleaning part! Jarrod's coming over later and spending the night. He's at a wrestling meet right now. I think individual districts are today...something like that. Yep, he's still big time in to wrestling. He coaches now and loves it! His 'other' job, it's to do with sports as well. He just landed over a $100,000 account!! HUGE seeing how the company's biggest account was only 20,000. He's doing well Mom....he really is! He gets to go on another business trip to Vegas in either March or April. You'd be proud Mom! I remember how worried you'd get when he was a wrestler and he'd have to starve just to maintain his weight class. Sucked, I know but if you could only see him now. He's a muscle machine!!! HUGE, works out everyday and looks awesome!! He comes over about once a week and he helps coach Bry's wrestling, so we see him then too. Tay's doing good Mom, she's keeping things stable and that's a good thing. A little gaggy these past few days. I missed chemo on Tuesday, had to reschedule for this Tuesday. Bean's in Hawaii and I didn't have anyone to get Bry off the bus, soooo, I had to change things around. We reduced one of her chemo's (a tad) and she has another MRI in April. Dr C still looks the same and is as cool s ever. He thinks like me, actually it's more like he knows what I'm thinking, haha. That's a good thing. Guess when a Dr has been following you for over 15 years they get to know you pretty well! Bryson...what can I say, AWESOME!!! He talks about you a lot and nothing could make me happier! I made him your famous chicken noodle soup a few weeks ago. Can't believe how much he ate. LOVES that stuff! He calls it "Grandma Joan Soup". I keep you alive in his mind and his heart Mom, always have, always will! Well I better get going here. My house is a wreck! Bry's entertained with watching SpongeBob and eating pancakes and Tay's still sleeping so I better get cleaning while I can. I love and miss you!!! (((((((HUG)))))) *********KISSES******** I lit a fire with the love you left behind, And it burned wild and crept up the mountainside. I followed your ashes into outer space I can't look out the window, I can't look at this place, I can't look at the stars, They make me wonder where you are Stars, Up on Heaven's boulevard And if I know you at all, I know you've gone too far So I, I can't look at the stars All those times we looked up at the sky, Looking out so far, We felt like we could fly. And now I'm all alone in the dark of night, The moon is shining, But I can't see the light, And I can't look at the Stars, They make me wonder where you are Stars, Up on Heaven's boulevard And if I know you at all, I know you've gone too far So I, I can't look at the stars I Love You!!!!