Well, I'm sitting here Mom, starring out the window from Taylor's hospital room and looking at the very hospital you died in. Hard as hell...sometimes I just have to close the blinds. I know you watch over her Mom, not just now...because she's sick, but every day. I hear it in her giggles, I see it in her smile and I feel it in her love. It's just times like these, I think of you and miss you so so so much more and if it's not hard enough already with her being sick, you not being here physically makes it that much harder. No one in the family has called....not one single person, how could they not know, it's all over her facebook page. Everyone else, people we've never even met before offer their prayers and support every single day. I don't know Mom, probably shouldn't let it bother me, it just does. She had an MRI today on her thigh. Showed infection in the tissue and muscle, she's on IV antibiotics thru Sunday and if she shows progress over the next few days we can switch her to oral form so she can go home next week. However, her bone marrow is concerning the Hem/onc team. She'll be getting another blood transfusion tomorrow and if we can't keep her counts up she'll need a bone marrow biopsy to see what is going on. They can't see any clear or definite reason as to why this is happening, possibly infection, but it's not happened with her in the past. So...another thing to worry about! Hold her tight Mom, make her feel safe. You were always good at that while you were here! Anyhow, I'm gonna head to bed here. I love you and miss you like crazy!!! Bryson is going to spend the weekend here with Tay and I...can't wait! Miss him like crazy too! ((((((HUGS)))))) ******KISSESS*******