Love, Tammy - 07/23/2008

Hi Mom, the days really bring back memories, this time last year you were very sick,it was a year ago today that Beanie took you to her Dr and you had the CT scan done to reveal the horrible horrible news. I'll never forget that awful phone call Mom....the Dr's right to the point and very cold voice, the broken promise he made me! I miss you so very much, it is hard to believe a year has gone by. I can still hear your voice and I still know what you'd be doing if you were here. Today for example, it is really nice outside, you would be loving it and getting out to do some yard work. You'd be enjoying your summer off and getting ready to come back to work in late August too. Taylor goes in for her dental work on Friday. I took the day off and am planning on taking Bryson with us. She went in for her pysical yesterday, I just took her to our local Dr to save a trip to GR. I really like this Dr. He wants to do a EKG on Tay just because she's never had one...or at least not in several years. He thinks with all the times she is put under a EKG would be a good idea to make sure her heart hasn't been affected. I like his thoroughness Mom. Her head is still not healed up. It sure is taking its time healing. I can see that it looks some better but not a whole lot...not like I'd expect it should look by now. Bry is doing pretty good, although he has a nasty cough...kind of sounds like a seal. It's mostly thru the night and for about an hour after her gets up in the morning. He coughed so hard last night it made him throw up. I had some cough syrup so I slipped some in his apple juice this morning. I think I told you this already, but he was looking at your picture the other day and I asked him if you could hold him and he said yes. I think you and him would really be close if you were here. He'd be watching out the window for you every day and I am sure he'd want to spend the night at your house with you. Well Mom, I'll write more on Friday after Tay's dental work. I miss you more than ever Mom!! I LOVE YOU!!! ((((((HUGS)))))) ******KISSES******