It's just one of those hard days, nothin' in the cards days, walkin' in the dark days...you gotta push your way through. One of those feeling all alone days and I sure am MISSING YOU!! Morning Mom, the above pretty much sums up how the last few days have gone. God I miss you! Sure would love to have a good talk over a cup of coffee. You always had all the answers and knew how to make 'life' look a little brighter. Blahh...I need to just suck it up and move forward. Sooo, anyhow, it's been a pretty cool summer. You'd like it, but I could stand a little more HEAT! It's been a busy summer. Went to FL for 10 days. Becky and Dino look fantastic!!! A couple weeks after we got home Lisa and family came up. It was so great having the little kids running around. You would have absolutely LOVED it! So many times I'd just look at them and I could see you smiling at the joy of having family around. You lived for that Mom. Nothing in this world made you happier than your family did. And I'm proud to say that I am the same way! Having them here was a true blessing! Kids are doing good. Jarrod just moved to Lakeview, has a good job and a beautiful inside and out girlfriend. I believe he has found 'the one'. She lights up his heart Mom. Tay is doing 'ok'. She had a rough winter and spring. Summer has been a little better for her, but she still struggles with her blood counts and her weight. She goes for her MRI in 2 weeks, so mark it on your calender. I WILL NEED YOU THERE!!! Bryson is Bryson, the one who makes me smile every single day. He is a Godsend that's for sure! I'm doing ok Mom, struggling yes, but like you I am a survivor. You taught me well =) I love you Mom and I miss you...God do I ever miss you!! I wish...well. Just keep my seat up there warm will ya. I know, I know and don't worry ;) Love you (((((((HUGS)))))))) *******KISSES********