Glanced at the clock a few minutes ago, 8:18. We both know what that means...you're thinking of me. So I jumped up, grabbed a cup of coffee and here I am. Morning Mom **kiss** ((hug)) oh how I miss you, still! Coming here helps though, just sitting here, 'talking' to you and listening to your music. Can almost feel you sitting right beside me ya know? Pretty chilly morning out there, just ran out to turn on the pool heater and brrrrr, wish I would have paid more attention, I'da turned it on last night. Hope it warms up enough for Sweet Tay today! She still loves it Mom, it's her...it's OUR happy place. We float together on our little rafts hand in hand. She'll sing, talk and giggle. Heck, we'll even drift off to sleep ;) Stopped by the cemetery the other day. Brought you some 'stuff'. Flowers and all. Cleaned up a little, pulled some weeds,took a few pictures. Bry played of course. He caught you a slug and left it for you the other day, haha...that's our boy. Gosh,if you were still here...in your house, why he'd have a BLAST! All the outdoor adventure at your house. The 'catching' things. He'd be outside day and night if I'd let him. At least he's not an inside video game bum huh? I miss you Mom...I really really do. I'd give anything in the world to just sit with you for 5 minutes and let my heart out to you. Only one in the world I could do that with Death is a wall, but it can't be the end You are my protector and my best friend... I love you! (((((((HUGS))))))) ******KISSES*******