Love, Tammy - 12/04/2013

Well well...been meaning to stop by here for awhile now. Not like I'm too busy you know. Just sitting here in Tay's room at Devos. She's doing (her blood counts)...better, just still on the sleepy side. Last word was Dr C was gonna let me take her home today and then he wants to see her again on Friday. He wants a day at home to see how she does there. Sooo...I don't know. Hope it isn't anything more and this lethargy will gradually improve. Here I go second guessing myself, but really not gonna know until I get her home and see how she responds. Her ANC is a little more safe and he'll keep her on neupogen daily. She's well hydrated and I have loads of antibiotics, so really I have all I need to care for her at home. Dang, wish you were here Mom! Could sure use some of your amazing strength and a BIG hug right now. Hey, you know how I get you an ornament every year since you've started bunking up there with Jesus?? Well...tada, this one is from Devos =) I got 2 actually. Wrapped them and put them in a gift bag for Bryson. I told him he could pick out the one he wanted and hang the other on your tree for you! He has today off from school...icy roads day. I am also keeping him home tomorrow, with ME and just loving on him. He's having a hard time not being with me and well...I owe/need to have him a day all to myself. I know, you understand this. Love you Mom (((((HUGS))))) ******KISSES****** Keep watching over her, she needs strength right now to pull all the way through this bug!