Love, Tammy - 12/18/2008

Hi Mom, sorry it's been so long. I know you always hated that...hated when your kids would let so much time lapse between calling you. I guess it's just hard for me...I come here and don't see anyone else visiting you but me and it really hurts to see that. Tay's MRI/CT scan came back good, everything is stable but at the same time nothing unusual showed up and she is still gagging, so we still don't know what is wrong with her! She was in her standing dani today! You would have been so proud of her...she did so good!! I sure miss you Mom. I have a lot of dreams about you. It's kind of different now though. I'll wake up in the morning and remember that I had a dream about you but I won't remember what it was about...I'll have to think of it for awhile. I'll remember "I dreampt about you Mom". Then I'll smile to myself as I remember what it was about. Christmas is next week. Can you believe it! Another Christmas without you! I can't believe you've been gone for 16 months! 16 months today Mom!! Seems unreal. Funny thing happened though today. I picked up the phone to call someone and almost dialed 9673470..YOUR phone number! Not sure why that happened, I haven't been able to call you for over 16 months! Anyhow, the kids are doing great! Bry is getting so big. He is going to be so much fun for Christmas this year. He is really getting excited! I LOVE YOU and I MISS YOU!!!! ((((((((HUGS)))))) *******KISSES********