Hi Mom, wow...didn't realize it's been 2 weeks since I wrote to you! Not a day goes by that I don't think about you though...that's for sure! I've been so sick this week. Can't remember ever being this sick! My temp was over 104 and even on motrin/tylenol I could only get it down to just under 103. Today I am feeling better though, temp is around 101, I think I'm pulling out of it! I sure wished you were here though, I know you would have taken Bry for a couple of nights, the evenings were the hardest part. He'd be good through the day when the kids were here, but come evening he expects me to play play play and when I lay around on the couch he REALLY would act up. Oh well...I made it through! Today we take Taylor to the dentist for her 6 month check-up. She's doing good Mom, Dr C wants to try a new drug on her. Only thing is it weakens the immune system, I know most chemo drugs do, but it just worries me. She never gets sick as it is and I just hate risking that! Hey, guess what....I've been talking to Sandy! She sounds great Mom! Hopefully we can stay in touch now that the ice has been broken! I talk to Richelle a lot thru email...she's doing good as are her kids! We are all doing good Mom, missing you like crazy of course. Still days I find it hard to believe all of this happened! Last night thinking about you made me cry! I don't know Mom...18 months later and it's still hard, I believe it always will be hard! I just look around and there's so much I wish you were here for, so much I feel you're missing! Well Bry is crying so I better go see what's up. I MISS YOU MOM....I LOVE YOU!!! ((((((HUGS)))))) *****KISSES*****