Merry Christmas Mom! Not sure what just happened but as soon as your page popped up and I saw your face it took my breath. God I miss you!! I miss the sound of your voice, talking to you every day, I miss the sound of your car pulling in my driveway, I miss the goodies you'd always bring over. I miss staying the night at your house and the smell of your good linen, I don't know what you did to it, but holy cow MMMmmm! I miss the good food you'd always fix us. You loved cooking for people (I love cooking for people too, get that from you ya know) I miss sitting at your dining room table and you sitting next to me while we talked and watched TV together. I miss bringing Tay over whenever I needed a babysitter and you'd be so happy to have her. Believe it or not I even miss the gifts of bra's, socks and underwear you'd always fill me with ;) I miss EVERYTHING Mom,...everything about you I miss like crazy! Tomorrow is Christmas Eve. Remember when we'd do it up big and have a house full? I'd always host Christmas Eve and you'd have Christmas Day. We'd have a butt load of food and snacks. This year I'm not doing much. I invited Beanie and Dale over. I'm making stuffed peppers in the crock, a pumpkin roll and some ham roll-ups. Jarrod and Mara won't be here til Christmas Day. Bryson is sooo excited for Christmas! Santa is bringing him a Drone and Tay a new TV =) It's 57 degrees outside right now. I have the window opened and the window fan going. CRAZY, but I love it! Not even a sign of ice on the lake. It'll be well into January at the earliest! Don't think that's ever happened! I had Tay at infectious disease last week (did I tell you this already?) They rx'd her a couple meds. One was almost $8,000.00 and I read in the letter he wrote to DR C that he didn't anticipate it to work. She'll be referred to dermatology for a biopsy and then referred for surgery. It's the only fix, I just know it! Sucks but no other options left! She's been really nauseous this week. That always scares me. I upped her steroid and have her on nausea meds around the clock. Seems to help. Well speaking of. Her pump is about to beep so I better get round 2 ready. Love you Mom!! ((((((HUGS)))))) *******KISSES******