Sorry it's been so long Mom, I think about you every day and talk to you in my mind...every single day, I've been meaning to write to you but I just keep procrastinating! I miss you so much still Mom...as much as from day 1! I sitll look at life going on around us and wonder or even know what you'd be doing right now if you were here. The weather is finally starting to get nice again. We hade a few warm days and then it turned cold, but today it is suppose to be warm and sunny out. You would have loved it! Taylor is doing so so Mom. She's back on chemo full time now and I think it is a little rougher on her this time than before. Of course it is a little stronger so that could be all the difference. This nausea and gagging has really got us worried, I wish there was something you could do...maybe put in a good word for her Mom. I wish so much we'd figure it out and fix it for her. I hate to see her go thru that! Dr C thinks it is tumor related, but I am not convinced of that yet. She just seems so acidy and gassy when she gets nauseous and it seems to be worse when we move her. Other than this Mom she is her happy self. Her feet are doing WONDERFUL!! She got her new dani, but hasn't been in it much. She got it the day before she started her 2nd round of temodar so for all of that week and a few days after she was too sick to really go in it. She had a good day yesterday so maybe today I can get her in it. I just need to do it and stay consistant with it! Bryson is doing good Mom, still sassy, but smart as a whip! Jarrod is just about thru his 2nd year of college and doing awesome as well. He's all moved back home for the summer...him and his dog Cub puppy! He's a little on the wild side, but with time I am sure he'll calm down and be a great dog! Well Mom, the kids are playing downstairs and I have tons of cleanup to do. I promise to not take as long between my visits here. I want to get out to the cemetery in another month and plant some flowers, I haven't been out there all winter. It's so much easier and comforting to me to just talk to you here, but I still want to keep up at the cemetery. you always did that for Dad and Grandma. I LOVE YOU MOM!!!! ((((((HUGS))))))) *******KISSES*******