Trying really hard to re-wire my brain, these last few weeks have been a stressful mess. Every time I think 'life sure sucks', I look at the fridge. Bry unknowingly has your picture holding up Tay's MRI results, along with his, plastered there. How could I be anything other than happy, right? =) Postseason CUBS start tomorrow, that too will help ( I hope, kinda scared!) Took Tay in the pool yesterday, IN OCTOBER...it was awesome! Then I followed my evening up with a run around the lake (went too hard, made me sick...I'm too old that crap, haha But it was raining, my mind was a wreck, sooo.... nothing like running yourself sick to clear your mind, oops! ) Back to baseball...your Tigers barely missed out this year. Thought, maybe they could pull it off. It came down to a game they needed to win and they choked :( **Deep Breath** Game one of the Cubs starts tomorrow. Gotta get some good food/snacks whipped up. Bry promised to watch with me. Told him we could pull out the couch bed and I'd fix him whatever he wanted =) It'll be a good weekend, surrounded by kids and food, woohoo! I'll keep looking at the fridge for reminders <3 Love you Mom. I know you're holding my hand through all of this and I know I'll make it through. I have your heart <3 (((((((HUGS))))))) ********KISSES*********