Oh Mom, I miss you so much. I have looked at this website non stop for a long time now, and it has just been too hard to write anything. As time goes by is gets harder, some of the shock has worn off and its so hard to realize you are gone. I remember as a child having a dream that you died, and staying up the rest of the night so scared, more than I have ever been. Even as a adult. Losing you was always my worst nightmare. You were the best Mother their could ever be. I love you and miss you terribly. Love, Sandy