Stopped by your house today on the way to Mt. Pleasant. Pulled in the driveway and just sat there for a while. It was hard...probably not one of my better ideas. I so wanted to see the garage door open, the way it always did when I pulled in and you were there. Your lawn looked terrible so of course that was hard. You'd never have let it get that bad. On the way back from Mt Pleasant I stopped by the cemetery. Guess I was looking for what insight or wisdom Bryson would have for me today. As we were pulling out he asked me "Is Grandma dead" I said yes honey, he asked "Why" and I told him you got sick. Then he says "No, she's not dead, she's in Heaven walking around and when we get there she's gonna say "Hi and give us a hug". Not sure why I am thinking of you so much extra, I mean not a day goes by that I don't think of you, but I dunno, really having a hard time I guess. Need, love and miss YOU...A LOT!! Maybe coming here so much is YOUR way of saying...telling me that you are here, here to listen and for me to talk to the way I always used to???? Brings me peace, really it does, coming here, listening to the music, looking at the pictures, talking to you...it brings me peace :) Gonna close with this poem, I LOVE IT! Death is nothing at all, I have only slipped into the next room I am I and you are you Whatever we were to each other, that we are still. Call me by my old familiar name, Speak to me in the easy way which you always used Put no difference in your tone, Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes we enjoyed together. Play, smile, think of me, pray for me. Let my name be ever the household world that it always was, Let it be spoken without effect, without the trace of shadow on it. Life means all that it ever meant. It it the same as it ever was, there is unbroken continuity. Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? I am waiting for you, for an interval, somewhere very near, Just around the corner. All is well. (((((HUGS)))))) *******KISSES*******