MOM It's been two months since you have been gone and I still feel like it was today. The pain in my heart and the tears in my eyes are still the same. I will never forget that night when you passed as I held you oh so tight. The last flutter of your heart against my face, the screams of pain that emerged from within me, and the yelling your name over and over again. I held you tight to try and keep you warm, but Mom your heart beat no more. Your children all loved you more then life itself, and you loved us all the same. Each grandchild was special in his or her own way and the great grandchildren where just the same. You wanted to live for your family whom you loved, you where just not ready to die. God called for you to come home to his heavenly gate and you went with the angels for his embrace. Earlier that day each of us told you goodbye and told you it was okay to die. Your darling grandaughter was brought by your side and room became silent as she sang you a song. No words did she say, just beautiful sounds that only you could understand, but Mom I am sure she was singing "Grandma it is okay to die on my 10th birthday." She knows thow much you loved her and that you will watch over her each and ever day. No one could ever replace you or heal the pain in my heart, but I could never stand to watch you suffer as the cancer spread fast. You are in heaven and suffer no more, and I know you are watching over us, and you are now with Dad. So, as we grow older and it is our time to die and go to heaven's gate, I PRAY that Mom you are the first in line for our embrace. We will always love you and keep you in our heart, and go to the cemetery and talk to you and cry, but Mom we told you we would be okay. I love you Mom and miss you so much.