Morning Mom! Kids are still sleeping. Tay didn't do too bad last night. I Layed next to her and watched every breath she took, I love her Mom...more than anything you know. She is a part of me...a part I NEED, FOREVER!! So hand deliver this message to GOD!! Had clinic yesterday, she lost more weight, I couldn't believe it! And sure enough as soon as we got there her tube broke. I guess....I guess if it was gonna happen better it be there. Luck/good...whatever ya wanna call it was with us though. They were able to get us right in to fix it. Talked to Dr C a little yesterday, or more-so he talked to me. He's losing his 'hope' Mom...I always shift away from the conversation when he goes down that road, but I still see it in his eyes, hear it in his voice and feel it in his touch. Then of course her nurse hugged me when we left....that's never a 'good' thing. It's been a hard year Mom, every single friend I've made is going thru hell right now...WHY?? Things weren't supposed to end up this way.... I LOVE YOU MOM and I MISS YOU!!!! ((((((((HUGS))))))) *******KISSES*********