Hey hey hey =)) Had an 'awake' dream/vision of you last night. Weirdest thing cuz I was AWAKE. Closed my eyes and there you were....smiling that wonderful smile of yours. I saw you at the beach, I saw you at Becky's, with Richelle,...even saw you with Stuart (shhh, don't tell Sandy) Every flashback I saw you had the biggest smile on your face! Today's Bryson's birthday ya know. I remember the day he was born. You hugged, kissed me and held my hand with tears in your eyes as they wheeled me back for my c-section. I held your hand and said "don't be sad or worry Mom, HE is gonna be OK, I am gonna be OK, THIS is a HAPPY day". You agreed, but as a Mom....you couldn't help to worry. He came...tiny little thing but PERFECT! You were soooo proud! Can't believe he is 5 today, if you could only see him now! Hey guess what?? Debbie and Dev are on there way up. Dev is gonna spend the week with me. I can't wait!! Gonna try and show her a FUN/HAPPY week!! I Love you Mom....missing you crazy, always! (((((((HUGS)))))) ********KISSES**********