Love, Tammy - 03/17/2011

Getting ready to watch a movie in bed with Bry, if he'd ever pick one out, lol (I know, it's late but he took a late nap) Been a pretty good week Mom, I've slept pretty good, not solid...but hey, I'll take what I can get. Gonna take Bry to see a movie tomorrow. He has kindergarden roundup first....dang, can't believe my lil man is going to be starting kindergarden. He's the coolest thing ever Mom, you'd be sooo in love with his awesomeness, lol. Taylor has chemo and Dr C next Wednesday...the 72 hour chemo starts (I think, terrible...but I lose track) She continues to lose weight and it really worries me. I weighed her after her bath 33 pounds Mom, I wanted to vomit! HOW am I suppose to put weight on her?? She gets too gaggy when I speed up her pump, and there's only so much time in the day/night to get what I can in her. THIS really sucks! I soo soooo wish she could eat real food. I could put a ton of weight on my girl! I've been cooking A LOT, darn food shows are getting the best of me. Saw some AMAZING recipes for homemade crab cakes and stromboli, so of course I'll be making those soon =) Wish you were here....you LOVED being invited over for dinner and I sure loved inviting you! Crab cakes would be right up your alley. Also saw a deep fried cheese burger I wanna make and a stuffed one, lol. Gonna have Dev and maybe Gab up for spring break, hehehe they can be my food testers =) Love you Mom!! Goooood night ((((HUGS))))) *******KISSES********