Hi Mom! With it being Easter weekend I wanted to share some of my most memorable dreams I've had about you. I'm not sure if the family even visits this page anymore, hopefully they do!! These were not ordinary dreams... this was YOU coming to me letting me know YOU live on! A little ("BIG") something to believe in. Kinda long, 3 of them I'll never forget! 9/22/07 Strangely enough Mom I had a dream about you last night. You were so very happy...you could talk, no hoarse voice, no struggling for a breath. You could talk great...just like you always used to. Your voice was beautiful Mom,and your hair...it looked picture perfect, not a strand out of place. Your face was nice and full. Your skin was radiant...You looked great! You told me "Look how good I can talk" and I said "and you can eat too" and you said "yes, but can you believe how good I can talk?". You were so proud of how well you could talk. It was so nice to see you so happy...thank you Mom, I so needed that! I love you Mom, please continue to visit...it really warms my heart and makes me smile so to see you so very happy :o) I love you Mom! (((((((Hugs))))))) ******Kisses******** 10/26/07 I had a dream about you last night Mom. I have so badly been wanting a hug...to see you and know you are ok. In my dream I was at your house and there you were...standing by the chair, in the dining room, that you always sat in. I saw you and said "Oh Mom" and ran to you with open arms. We hugged each other, oh it felt so good...just to hold you in my arms. You felt so alive and real...it was a WONDERFUL feeling! I asked you if you were ok. You said yes, I asked you if you were mad at me about everything that happened when you got sick. Things happened so fast and I felt so helpless...and was mad at myself for not being able to help you get better. You told me you were not mad at me. I asked you if you were in any pain when you died and you said "no, just a little sore throat maybe". I asked you if you could breath ok when you were lying in the hospital bed...dying. You said "yes". You could talk so well, I loved hearing your voice, the way it sounded before you got sick. I told you how your passing on Tay's birthday...I know you will watch over her. Then you smiled and I woke up. I wasn't ready to wake up...I wanted to stay there with you. The embrace and talk was much too short but at least I recieved something that felt so very real! Thank you Mom!! I love and miss you so very much Mom! Bryson is still not feeling well. I took him to the Dr yesterday and they couldn't find anything wrong with him. They even did a chest x-ray. Today I have to take a urine sample in. He runs a high fever thru the night...about 104. Then thru the day it is either gone or low grade. He did wake up with a temp of 102.5. He has to go back again on Monday for a recheck on things. Tay is doing wonderful! Her MRI is scheduled for Monday Dec 3rd. I know it will be good...she's doing much better now. Jarrod continues to do well in college. He's coming home this weekend to spend some time with us. I'll take him over to your house so I can fix up the flowers like Debbie asked me too. I LOVE YOU MOM!! I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH!! ((((HUGS)))) ****KISSES***** 11/06/07 What I wanted for my birthday was another hug from you...and I got it!! Last night I drempt about you again. Debbie was there too, we were in your bedroom and your robe in your closet...we saw it and we said "Mom?" and there you were sitting on the edge of your bed. We both ran to you and wrapped our arms around you with such force it knocked us all over on your bed! It was great! You looked good and so happy, your voice was perfect! We felt your face and hands, they felt so real! Us and our questions though, Debbie asked you if you found Dad up there... and you said 'oh yeah'...sarcastically, but in a very happy way. Then I could feel Dad's presence but I couldn't see him.I got the impression that Dad was really living it up and very happy! You also said 'you won't believe this place'. We tried to ask you more specific questions about what it was like but it was almost as if you couldn't tell us anymore than that. It was something we had to wait until our time to see and know more about. I asked you more questions about when you died "were you in any pain" and again you said 'no'. I asked you if you were scared when you died and you said 'no'. Then I woke up. It was a very nice dream and I so needed that hug!! I love you very much Mom and I miss you so much! Oh, I forgot to tell you yesterday, the kids are fine! All healthy and doing great! I know they miss you though. ((((HUGS)))) ****KISSES**** PS. One more thing Mom, the weather here is HORRIBLE! We have a winter weather advisory and a high wind advisory out. All I can say is...your poor lawn. I am sure it will knock the rest of the leaves out of the trees and limbs will be everywhere, especially where the willow trees are. You hated the high wind! You weren't to fond of winter weather either... (((((((HUGS))))))) ******KISSES********