Morning Mom! Few updates to pass along regarding Tay. She saw Dr C yesterday...all went 'ok'. He confirmed that she will always be in isolation while in clinic because of the type of bacteria she grew. It's resistant to antibiotics and you just never know. That was kind of hard to swallow, makes me feel 'unwelcome' being there. Everyone comes in her room w/gloves and gowns on...hard to take I guess. Her counts were good, however he is keeping her on neupogen. Next appointment was with Dr Scalf and her ear is not any better than it was at discharge. This wasn't what he was hoping for. He said polyps always disinigrate with antibiotics and hers was not, he can't even see past it. So, he is bringing her into the surgical room tomorrow morning to remove and biopsy her polyp and clean the entire ear/drum out. Always something...she just can't catch a break for very long at a time! God, I miss you Mom...this time of year is especially hard. I had to walk thru the heart center to get to her appointment and the flashbacks of when you were there came. Hard to believe it's been 4 years. Not a whole lot easier like everyone said it would be,but than again I'm not everyone. Our relationship was different then most. Had a dream about you the other night. You came for dinner, you even cooked it. Spaghetti!! You were standing at my stove, just as happy as can be. You were young...and BEAUTIFUL! Younger than me even....I'd say around 30 ish. Your hair was long, dark and wavy. Like it was in your highschool senior picture. I couldn't keep my hands off you and was talking a mile a minute. Sooo happy to see you again! Needed that dream! Funny how things like that happen when you need them the most. Just wish it was more than just a dream! I Love You!!!! (((((((HUGS))))))) *******KISSES********