Hi Mom, It's been awhile since I have spoke to you. I was up to your house for the holidays along with Lee and Chad. Shelley and the kids and Tammy and her family was also there. Dave and Diana and the new great grand baby was also there. Mom she is so cute. Her name is McKenna. Not sure if I spelled her name right. They also brought there other grandaughter to. Diana bought a new car also. I am sure she will tell you about it. I have not seen it yet. Boy Mom I miss you so much it hurts. You know the saying LOVE HURTS, boy are they right about that one. Thanksgiving was not thanksgiving it was "Why is are Mom not here"? We went through the motions and tried to have a good day, but we all missed you so much. Christmas is going to be even harder. Mom I always give you money to go to the casino. That is not going to happen this year because you are not with us in life but you are with us in spirit. We feel you around us and that gets us through the days and nights. Mom the wierdest things happened to me and Lee this weekend at your house. First Lee was going hunting on Thanksgiving morning and as he went by the cementary he waved and said hi and then his security light came on in his truck and stayed on until he got to the hunting blind. He even debated on whether to hunt or not. Then 2 days later as I was pulling out of your drive way I looked at my mileage and it said 911. It stayed at 911 until I got to M-20. Well that scared me until Becky said you would never try to scare me, but maybe you where telling me and Lee to be careful. I sure hope that is what you mean. Lee and Chad is still at your house. Chad put up your outside lights and he also got a reindeer and new candy canes to add to the outside. He also bought some more lights and Lee and Chad says it looks really good. I can't wait to see it. Me and Tammy did a nice job on the inside. I know you would love it. We did not do as much as you do but there are to many little ones this year. Jarrod made a CD of all the songs on your web site for me and I have played it in my car ever time I am in it. I love to listen to it. All of the songs are songs you would love. Mom I know you are happy wherever you are and all of the pain and suffering you went through is over. On the song that says would you know me in heaven and would it be the same goes through my mind all the time. I really pray that you will know me and it will be the same. In this life time I will never have another mother but you, and in the next lifetime you have to be my mother again. I just can't imagine ever having another mother. Mom I love and miss you and I pray that we will meet again. Love you always Debbie