Hi Mom, I sure do miss you Mom! Sorry I missed your 5th month, can you believe it?? Can you believe it's been FIVE months!! It is still so unreal to me, I miss you so very much and I think of you every single day! I've been watching Baby Makenna (hope I spelled her name right). She came 2 days this week. She's such a good little baby, but she really made me miss you even more. Every time I changed her, rocked her, fed her...all things you would be doing. Not that I didn't enjoy it, it's just YOU should have been here...enjoying yet another sweet baby. You would have said what a good baby she is too. We sure have gotten the snow this year Mom! You would NOT like that, but it would have given you a bunch of snow days to stay home. I don't think we've had a full week of school since sometime in November. I went to your house the other day and got stuck in your drive way. Thank goodness I got out ok. It was hard going there, it's getting harder going to your house. It just doesn't feel the same anymore. I think the more I go the less it feels like 'your house'. I sure wish you'd come visit me in a dream Mom...I MISS that, it's been awhile since I've had a really good dream about you. I've been talking to some people...describing my dreams to them and they really seem to believe that you indeed did make contact with me, the easiest way to make contact with a spirit is thru a dream. It's the remembering that is hard...dream recall. We did your taxes this week. I am sure I would be doing your taxes for you this week as well. You always had to pay your darn property taxes with your refund. I hated that! But at least you got enough back to do so, so I guess it worked out ok. Bryson has been doing pretty good on the potty. He went for G-ma Beanie today. You should have heard her squeal...she was SOOOO proud of him. Tay has been saying Mama like crazy!! I fell asleep to her saying "mama, mama, mama" last night. She was so funny! We've been rocking at night, after I get Bryson to bed. We find something good to watch on TV, while we snuggle in the recliner and rock. I still haven't brought your recliner over yet. I just don't know when a good time would be. I want her to have something over there to sit in. Maybe I could take the one we have and swap it for yours?? I'll talk to Dale and Debbie and see what they think. What else is going on here...not a whole lot. I am sure you can look done on us all and see every single thing we do and I know you are in our hearts...every single day. I just miss you Mom, I miss seeing you and talking to you. I went to the dentist yesterday and while I was walking in a car just like yours drove by. Oh yeah...of course it reminded me of you. Well I better go for now Mom, here I have tears running down my face, which put me in a rotten mood and little Bryson needs me. He just grabbed my hand to pull me into the living room and I snapped at him...something I am sure you wouldn't want me to do. I'll try to stay strong Mom...for you!! I LOVE YOU!!!! (((((HUGS)))))) (((((KISSES)))))