Love, Tammy - 03/20/2012

Had a dream about you last night, it was a different kind of dream. I was half asleep and half awake and YOU just kept playing/racing thru my mind. Soooo happy! Full of beauty and happiness. Next thing I knew we were at the cemetery playing wiffle ball...yes, even YOU!! You loved baseball...wiffle ball is the next best thing, lol. Then you saw Sandy playing....and she had a cigarette in her mouth. You ripped it out and stomped on it. Hahaha, that was great Mom. Thanks Mom, I needed those memories and the laughs. Wish I could have paused/froze the moment for a bit longer though. Waking up and knowing the reality of you not being here hurts every time! (((((((HUGS))))))) ********KISSES********