I layed down with Bryson yesterday for his nap and I fell asleep. I had a dream about you Mom...it was a little confusing but I told Shelley what you wanted me to tell her. You said you were trying to get ahold of her but you couldn't so you told me to tell her not to worry, that you would take care of the baby. You were rocking him, loving every minute of it, and seemed pretty anxious that I tell her not to worry about the baby, you'd take care of him. I even said to you "Oh, Mom...you can't take care of the kids anymore" and you snapped back at me "Tammy, I can too". So I told her Mom, I told her not to worry. I think you even said for her to come down. I know she is thinking about moving down here, so maybe that is what you were talking about. Anyhow, I passed the message along to her Mom. I sure miss you! Your birthday is coming up. You always dreaded your birthday, but at the same time I know you liked being pampered. Debbie would always take you to the casino. I'd fix a dinner and cake for you. Last year on your birthday Tay went into the hospital. I fixed you a cake and lasagna but wasn't able to eat it with you. I never even got you a present. I was talking to Michelle about that and she told me I did too give you a present. Tay got better and was able to come home...that was the best present you'd ever ask for...and Mom, I know she is right! I LOVE YOU MOM!!!! (((((HUGS))))) *****KISSES******