Love, Tammy - 03/29/2008

Hi Mom, I was playing with Bryson and saw your picture on the fridge and it sent me into tears. I just started thinking about how much we are missing you, the days we don't get to share anymore, your face, your voice, I MISS YOU MOM! I miss you so much! Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I can't believe it's been almost 8 months!! I do know one thing though Mom, we do connect, the dreams I have about you are real! I told Shelley, there is one thing I am absolutely sure of and that is my dreams...you come to me, you reach out to me in my dreams. For those who've never had a dream about someone who's passed away before, someone who has not experienced what I have, they have no idea! They are not like regular dreams, they are way more...they're different. Mom we were so close, we spent more time together and knew each other better than anyone so even death can't keep us apart. They're are two dreams in particular that really stick with me. The very first one I had. The one where you said to me "Tammy, can you believe how good I can talk"? You were so proud and yes Mom, your voice was absolutely perfect and beautiful. The other was when you said to me "Tammy, you won't believe this place". Something about how you said it. You were truely happy and I know Mom, one day we will ALL be together again. I know you're watching over all of us! I told Shelley what you wanted me to tell her, so she knows you are indeed taking care of Baby Seth and her other kids as well. We all miss you Mom. None of us were ready to say goodbye to you, but you know I don't think the day would have ever come when we would have been ready. I LOVE YOU MOM!!! (((((HUGS))))) *****KISSES*****