I saw your picture on the fridge this morning and my heart just sank. Over a year later and I still get the head rushes of you not being here, it's still soooo hard Mom, than part of me thinks 'this is not happening, all of this is one big bad dream, I'll wake up and you'll call, or pull in...something Mom!' I am making chicken noodle soup, well it's turkey noodle actually, but even that reminds me of you. I really really miss you Mom! I go over conversations we've had in my mind...just to hear your voice. Something will even happen in my life and I'll stop and think to myself what you would have said to me, what you would have done. Last night I had CPR, I had to let the little kids go home early, I thought to myself, if you were here you would have stayed late to take care of them, or you would have watched Little Taylor. Little things like that Mom, I think about that kind of stuff all the time. You were such a HUGE part of my simple day to day life. I LOVE YOU MOM!!!! Oh, I hear Bry getting up so I'm going to have to go for now, Tay did good at the Dr yesterday. She got her casts off so they could fit her for her braces, and then they put her casts back on for about 2 more weeks. She has one orange one and one black one for Halloween...she looks so cute! I LOVE AND MISS YOU MOM!!!! ((((((HUGS))))) *****KISSES******