GOOOOD Morning =) Had another dream about you. Ya know, I may not get glimpses of what Heaven looks like in all these dreams but the glimpses of how HAPPY you are there, it sure makes losing you a lot easier. Ohhh,I still miss you and losing you was the worst pain I've ever known, but seeing you HAPPY...is sooo soothing! You were around my age and just singing and dancing all around with the biggest smile on your face. A pure BLISS of love and joy! Your visits... You always seem to know just when I need you the most too! When I'm about to break...THERE YOU ARE! Two things that bring a sure smile to my heart is seeing YOUR happiness and Tay's happiness and this week I've witnessed BOTH! God is GOOD, He really is! (((((HUGS)))))) Hey, I took Bryson out for a 'date' last night. Or maybe he took me! He was such a sweetie! We had a much needed BLAST! Your name came up of course, but then again not a day goes by that your name doesn't come up, SERIOUSLY!He has your bowling pins on by the way, lol. He says they're 'for luck'. And because he loves you so much =) It amazes him how good of bowler you were. VERY impressed he is! 2nd dose of temodar is in Tay. I'm also trying to keep her above and beyond hydration and keeping her under some vitamin D to help with that immune system of hers. Her counts have GOT to hold on in order for her to remain on her chemo, they HAVE to! When I saw that scan and Dr C's reaction to it....UGH, it's been a long time since I've heard that kind of concern from him. Oh well....enough of that. She's gonna be fine. Her smiles AND yours tell me so! I love you Mom. Thanks for EVERYTHING. ((((((HUGS))))))) *******KISSES*******