Love, Tammy - 05/08/2010

Hi Mom, my gosh has it really been 2 months since I wrote to you? What is wrong with me?? I used to come here every single day! I still think of you EVERY SINGLE DAY Mom! I miss you so very much. There is and always will be an emptiness in my life without you here. Things happen and your not her to share them with or give me that hug to tell me it'll be ok! Tay's not doing so well Mom, she needs you Mom, I need you....to look over her, to look over me and tell me 'everything is gonna be ok'. You were always good at giving me that boost of faith I needed when Tay was sick. I so wish you were here right now Mom! Mother's Day weekend....remember how we used to always go to Red Lobster together? I miss that....we'd all look forward to it every year, oh how you loved Red Lobster Mom! Bryson is getting so big! I took him to register for preschool the other day and oh my goodness....he is soooo not like Jarrod, he sprinted right on over to do all the fun things they had waiting for him. Could care less that he had to leave me behind....lol. Where Jarrod would never let me out of his sight, lol. They look a lot alike though Mom ;) Jarrod is doing good, going to school and working. I know he misses you too...well all do, more than anything! I LOVE YOU MOM ((((((((HUGS))))))) *********KISSES********** Happy Mother's Day in Heaven :)