Love, Tammy- 05/26/2010

Hi Mom, wow...another long spread since I've visted. Doesn't mean I don't think of you, not a single day goes by that I don't think of you. I miss you soooo very much! A LOT has happened in the last few weeks. I am sure you're well aware of your 'Little Taylor' and all she's been thru, as I know you are watching over her, holding her little hand and helping her thru every step of the way. She's a fighter Mom...just as you always said she was. She's endured a LOT in her 12 years and she is one super strong, brave little girl. I know she 'sees' you Mom, I know you come to her...I can tell by the look in her eye and the out of nowhere laughter! You and her were always so close. You were the only one I could really and truely leave her with. I always knew when she was with you, she was taken PERFECT care of and you were never intimidated by her like so many others are. To you she was just another Grand daughter. It didn't bother you in the slightest that she had so many medical needs. God I miss you Mom, I miss talking to you, I miss seeing you every day, I miss your voice and your advice...I MISS YOU MOM!! I was out at the cemetery a few weeks ago...right before Tay went in the hospital. I'll make a point of stopping by again...SOOON! I want to bring Tay and Bry back out. He LOVES bringing you flowers and he talks to you when we visit. You are 'his Grandma Joan in Heaven'. I wish you could see him Mom...he is AWESOME!! Jarrod is doing good too, I know he misses you terribly and you'd be so proud of the wonderful young man he has become. I LOVE YOU MOM...((((((((HUGS)))))))) ********KISSES**********