Aww....(((((Mom)))) how I miss you, still. They say time heals all wounds, but yet not having you continues to hurt. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you ya know? Especially now, you're in my thoughts many many times day and night. I'm confused by a lot of things right now Mom and I know ...I KNOW the advice, the words you'd speak to me would be both "things happen for a reason" and "God will get you thru". I'm not having a hard time believing that Mom, just a hard time understanding WHY!!?? WHY does God allow you to be touched by someone and then it's no more?? I don't know Mom, maybe it's suppose to play out this way, maybe I'm not 'supposed' to understand it at all. Maybe it's right in front of me and I just haven't saw it yet?? I love you Mom, I love you sooooooo much!! In two days it'll be 3 years...hard to believe, seems like it was just yesterday, but yet it seems like forever ago since I saw you, hugged you, kissed you :( Tay's doing ok Mom...this has been a very hard year on her, she has so much going on, but I know she has you looking over her, no matter what the days/future may hold. Bry...he's a nut and my biggest challenge. He speaks of you, which really warms my heart. I keep your memory alive and although he may not 'remember' who his Grandma Joan was, he feels you, you live in his heart and for that I am greatful! Jarrod...he's doing good too, completely on his own....well, kinda sorta, lol. He's a good kid Mom, you'd be proud ;) I love you Mom, THANK YOU!!! (((((((HUGS)))))))) ******KISSES**********