Can you believe it Mom...it's been 2 months today! So unreal, I still wake up wishing...hoping this is all one big bad dream and you will be here with a big ol' smile on your face, as you always came in with. Taylor has been singing all day, just like she did exactly 2 months ago. Bryson has been looking at your picture "Nama". Dale went over and picked up your mail for me today...and me...I've been thinking about you non stop all day, but than that is pretty much how all my days are. Reminders continue to be all around me. I finally tossed out your dead flower, but I couldn't put it in the garbage, so I thru it in the woods and saved the basket. I'll replant something else in it. Your purse and slippers are on my table. I can't even begin to think of putting those out of sight. Oh how I miss you Mom...so very much! It is a rainy mess out...like it was when you left us. It's been rainy all week. We are suppose to get some pretty bad storms with high winds tonight. I can bet you'd be spending the night with me tonight if you were here. You usually did when we got bad storms...especially the winds. You didn't like the high winds. I wish I would have had Dale go into your house and check for leaks today when he went and got your mail, with all this rain I am sure there are leaks somewhere. Oh well, at least you don't have to worry about that anymore. You never did like those stupid leaks either Mom. I love you Mom...so very much. How I wish I could just hug you right now...I'd give anything for a big hug and kiss! (((((HUGS)))) ****KISSES*****