Just wanted to let you know that I called Tammy today to wish her a Happy Birthday. Birthdays are really hard without you. You would always call us and wish us a Happy Birthday. I am sure that the call she will not recieve from you is really hard, but Mom we will do are best to try and live our life without you. As you know you carried each of us in your body and started our very first heart beat, so half of your heart is inside of each of us. We will cry so many tears and and our heart will break each and ever day, but someday we will be together again in heaven with you and Dad. We are trying to stay together as a family because we are family and that was the most important thing to you. You keep us together and you where our strength. They say as time goes by that the pain will get less, but Mom I really can not see that happening. Like I said, part of your heart is inside of us, and without you being with us the pain will never go away. We have the memories of you and the pictures, but not your soft touch and the sound of your voice. Mom, I just want to pick up the phone and call you and hear your voice on the other end or drive up to your house and see you sitting at the dining room table in your chair. I honestly think the pain of losing you will be with me the rest of my life. How could I ever get over losing my mother? Well Mom I am in the middle of fixing supper so I will let you go for now. I love and miss you so very much. Love Debbie