Love, Tammy 01/01/2011

Happy New Year Mom! Well where you are time stands still...soooo anyway, I MISS YOU! New Years Eve down here, lets see. Dev was here, we got Chinese takeout and a whole hord of other junk! Goofed and played Wii til 3:30. Even Bry woke up before midnight..so it was all good! Thought of you of course and how you weren't here...cuz you'd def be spending the night if you were. We had Bry's birthday party today, Sandy, Gab and Debbie came up. It was nice to see them. Debbie is doing 'ok'. Hopefully the start of the new year will help. But then again when you have to start it w/o ALL the ones you love....it's HARD! I was remembering many of the little things you did for me. One in particular was keeping my slider clean. You'd wash it everyday and after you died I bet I waited a good 4 months before I washed it...I couldn't do it knowing YOU were the last one who washed it. I have a can of corn...or had a can of corn that you bought. I took it out of my cupboard and put it in Tay's closet. Weird I know...but, yeah....I'm weird =) I wear your slippers, almost everyday and your purse is in my closet. Still has your money in your wallet along with your cell phone and other stuff. I don't know Mom, I'll never be able to let go, ya know. I love you too much....you're too much a part of me for that ((((((HUGS)))))) ******KISSES******** Watch over her Mom...always, I know you will! I LOVE YOU MOM!!