Love, Tammy - 03/06/2011

Hello =) Sunshiny day out...too bad it's not WARMER! Soo hate this time of year! Summer fever REALLY setting in! Can't wait to get Tay in her pool and gonna try and get Bry to the beachy beach a little more this summer. He LOVED it last year...especially the BIG waves and sand! A little too crowded for my liking, hopefully we can find one with a few less people ;) Debbie's been calling me alot...almost everyday, just to check in. It's nice! Sandy checks in often too, Becky tries, but timing is usually bad so I need to call her back (I'm no good at that) Shelley...she messaged me the other day. I kinda put out an 'alert' a few weeks ago not wanting ANYONE to call... so, she's 'waiting',lol! As far as others/friends....not really. Seems my life is so intimidating when/if I do 'talk' I get boycotted, so I've learned keeping quiet is the best thing. Taylor's doing pretty good, back to sleeping a lot and she starts chemo on Tuesday. I'm getting very little calories in her but am able to at least keep her well hydrated. When she is awake she's happy so all and all it's a good thing (I think?). Jarrod is on his way to Florida (with my Explorer, lol)his anually 'spring break' trip. Bryson is Bryson. He was so funny last night, his sweet talk blows my mind. He snuggles up to me, his face about an inch away from mine and says "I wanna fall asleep just like this" I ask him 'why'? And he says "so you are the first thing I see when I wake up" =) Is he perfect or what!! Well as much as I'd love to sit here and chat with...I really gotta get something accomplished here. I love and miss you Mom!! ((((((HUGS))))) *****KISSES******