Happy Birthday a day early! I'll be back tomorrow, just needed to 'talk' so here I am. Clinic started out a lot crappy! I'm so concerned about Tay's weight. Of course Dr C wasn't there today so at first they weren't going to acknowledge it at all, just hook me up with him in 2 weeks. Well she's friggen 34 lbs! She's smaller then she was when you died almost 4 years ago! I did get to talk to the NP before we left and together we came up with a 'plan' along w/a call in to her nutritionist who I should hear from tomorrow. I just hooked her up to 'the plan' and so far she's been gaggy once...ICK! This will run almost 18 hours 500 ml then I'll have to run clear fluids thru her like crazy to keep her hydrated....UGH, stressful! Her MRI is on Monday,she's had a couple choking episodes over the last week and the last couple days I've noticed her balance is off. She fell over after her bath last night (yes, I caught her) and today at clinic she fell over on the weigh in scale. She's also throwing herself to the side. Did this on the way home. Soo, UGH! MRI time couldn't come soon enough, bad thing is I won't get results immediately after...Dr C isn't in clinic and all the other Docs, well her scans are way abnormal...they look at them and shake their head....no clue what they are even looking at! Stress and sleepless nights I am sure will take hold of me once again, oh well kinda used to it. Hey guess what? Ice is off the lake....FINALLY! Now for the much warmer weather! Bry is itching to bring you flowers to the cemetery, I don't know why he likes that place so much but he does! I hate it there! Sorry Mom, I just do. I feel you HERE, not there. Well gonna go for now, Cubbies are on soon. Hey your Tigers won today. They haven't had to good of a start, but then again we are barely in our 2nd week with roughly 152 games to go, soooo no worries. Jarrod's coming home for dinner tomorrow, funny thing...he mentioned the ticket (MLB)him and his roomate want to get and well, reading between the lines I'll give him his 1/2 cuz EVERYONE needs 'the ticket' =)) I love you Mom ((((((HUGS)))))) ******KISSES********